Friday, December 03, 2004
im sick.
went out wid karen na n yuan. i enjoyed maselff. de day was kinda ruined though. karen was glumm. n dey 'kinda' quralled. i don understand. cant dey jus njoy? dey even 'spill' e postcareds on de floor. make all of us so malu. i dono how 2 put it. cos i keep deleatin wad i wrote here. thinkin its too harshh. all well. i do njoy e dayy. bud i do hope u guys will changee too. reena. im glad i don hab ur mum. how 2 live w/o skirts dat is shorter den skool skirt? hahaha. bud it suit u. yeaa. karen. we just got different taste. yuan. im glad u turned up. i was gettin a headache from ma other 2 gerfriends. gaspin 'OH DIS IS SO CUTE' at so many things. bud i was sufferin in silencee. w/o e sweather. hahaz. sound so 'wei da'. n dey keep sayin im smooth. *bluushh* lolx. den i say i bathe in HL milk until so loud. someone i dono was stared at me.
n pls. buy anything 4 me. bud not jewelries. i don even noe hw 2 spell it. bud even toliet paper wid flowerprints sounds nicer.
went town wid emi 2day. 4 e fun of going. n i missed her. so duhh.
i might b crazy. bud im nt 1 of e young gers crazy 4 sly. no. bud i do hate e insults bout himm. taufik is no where btrr. hes so distantt. sly is jus more singaporean wid his singglishh. bud i admit i do lyk slyy. esp after seein him at heeren. call mie shallow. who cares. u cant stop me from likin some1.
im stalkeed. in e bathroom. while i was bathin. i locked da door. he still came in. damnn. at least deres anuth door. transulent. N HE STAY DERE N CONTINUE STYLING HIS HAIR. arugg. i swear im gonna open e door when he bathe e nxt tym. n
mayb open e anuth door.
i went 2 e airport. he was gonee.it aint ma fault. though i was latee. by a few minutes.i reached dere at 4:40. n he checked in at arnd 4+. so. duhh. sadd. was held up by some guys. asked me buy some stoopid things dat cost me 5bucks. i bought. dey ask. erm. some stoopid qus. n i actually ignored n rann. despite e fact dat dey r cute.
n i still missed himm. n hes only coming backk on 28dec. tokin wid him rite noww. though sumtyms hes jus plain dumb. n rtard. budd. duh. e song he sent seems to make much sense now. or mayb it doesnt mean anything at all. i donoo.
dreamt of a cat biting me. damn. woke up screamin. im such a rtardd. bang head*
is stil fun all i want now. i tot i changed. bud no. i didnt.
....i nvr found e words 2 say, the way i feel about you each day.
